I want to go to grad school. but fuck if I know where or doing what.
I want to read more often.
I wish I wasn't taking so many math oriented classes.
I wish I understood econ 11 easily.
fuck.
Belatedly
Dear Captain Planet,
I'm worried about the environment, global warming, and sustainability, and it took a really, stupidly long time.
I read about the destruction of 500 miles of forest in Africa because, thanks to global warming, some demonic species of tree-devouring beetle roams further than it normally does. We're going to run out of oil in 20 years and we can't even develop alternative fuels because of lobbyists and because we can't upset the delicate balance of the world economy. If we try to develop fuel out of corn oil, the price of bread skyrockets. The price of the American consumption basket is skyrocketing and there's no ceiling. Gas prices are rising, which shrinks our perception of our incomes - we spend less and the economy and the dollar, the yen, the everything suffers.
I have this perception that our existence has been maintained by an extremely delicate balance that we've finally upset. The sky is falling. And I'm literally choking as I write this because I'm realizing it so late. I am a fucking tool. But even though my idiotically high threshold of concern has been surpassed, I don't know if anyone else has noticed. There are actually people, billions of them, who may be more shortsighted than myself.
i can't believe more people don't care right now.
George Bush wants to bully the Saudi oil wells into producing more, or if that fails, to drill in Alaska. I watched C-span the other day and saw a Republican congressman giving a presentation on the oil crisis - he had two big, shiny posters with nice colorful graphics depicting prices before the Democrats achieved a majority, and higher prices after(in his mind, as a result of) the Democratic majority. The posters had pictures of small gas pumps compared to large gas pumps - are you fucking kidding me?
I also think the general campaign of 'going green' is having a misdirective effect. I think people confuse buying organic food, hiking, putting 'an inconvenient truth' in their netflix queue and eating vegetables with saving the earth and sustainability.
I may be one of those idiots. I write this blog, and I hope people read, with the caveat that I don't know shit. I'm just like every other ignorant, bigoted, generalizing motherfucker on the internet, except I maintain a somewhat respectable degree of uncertainty in my convictions.
But this 'end of the world' stuff is coming from all directions and I haven't heard a single person really refuting it.
Who gives a fuck who wins the election? Who gives a shit about tuition fees rising, or terrorism, or Iraq, or immigrant policy? Some of society's most educated, most intelligent, well funded people are predicting the collapse of civilization as we have enjoyed it (DURING MY LIFETIME) and the candidates are trying to win me over by taking shots in a bar in Pennsylvania and babbling vaguely about change? What good can they do?
I am a miniscule cog in this vague, vast, powerful machine that is America. But now, I (s)care(d). Just tell me what to do! I'm typing this in the dark, I take five minute showers, I recycle my trash now, but what good is it if the truck won't even be able to take it to the treatment plant?
Seriously. I'm useful - I'm registered to vote, I'm getting a college education, there's a recycling bin in my room, I'm not physically impaired and I can wipe my own ass. Who should I vote for? What should I tell people? Should I recycle? Stop showering? Can I wipe my ass with toilet paper, use my hand, or just stop pooping entirely? Just tell me how to best save the world and I promise you I won't disappoint.
Sincerely,
your friend Frank
ps: OH GOD WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE
I'm worried about the environment, global warming, and sustainability, and it took a really, stupidly long time.
I read about the destruction of 500 miles of forest in Africa because, thanks to global warming, some demonic species of tree-devouring beetle roams further than it normally does. We're going to run out of oil in 20 years and we can't even develop alternative fuels because of lobbyists and because we can't upset the delicate balance of the world economy. If we try to develop fuel out of corn oil, the price of bread skyrockets. The price of the American consumption basket is skyrocketing and there's no ceiling. Gas prices are rising, which shrinks our perception of our incomes - we spend less and the economy and the dollar, the yen, the everything suffers.
I have this perception that our existence has been maintained by an extremely delicate balance that we've finally upset. The sky is falling. And I'm literally choking as I write this because I'm realizing it so late. I am a fucking tool. But even though my idiotically high threshold of concern has been surpassed, I don't know if anyone else has noticed. There are actually people, billions of them, who may be more shortsighted than myself.
i can't believe more people don't care right now.
George Bush wants to bully the Saudi oil wells into producing more, or if that fails, to drill in Alaska. I watched C-span the other day and saw a Republican congressman giving a presentation on the oil crisis - he had two big, shiny posters with nice colorful graphics depicting prices before the Democrats achieved a majority, and higher prices after(in his mind, as a result of) the Democratic majority. The posters had pictures of small gas pumps compared to large gas pumps - are you fucking kidding me?
I also think the general campaign of 'going green' is having a misdirective effect. I think people confuse buying organic food, hiking, putting 'an inconvenient truth' in their netflix queue and eating vegetables with saving the earth and sustainability.
I may be one of those idiots. I write this blog, and I hope people read, with the caveat that I don't know shit. I'm just like every other ignorant, bigoted, generalizing motherfucker on the internet, except I maintain a somewhat respectable degree of uncertainty in my convictions.
But this 'end of the world' stuff is coming from all directions and I haven't heard a single person really refuting it.
Who gives a fuck who wins the election? Who gives a shit about tuition fees rising, or terrorism, or Iraq, or immigrant policy? Some of society's most educated, most intelligent, well funded people are predicting the collapse of civilization as we have enjoyed it (DURING MY LIFETIME) and the candidates are trying to win me over by taking shots in a bar in Pennsylvania and babbling vaguely about change? What good can they do?
I am a miniscule cog in this vague, vast, powerful machine that is America. But now, I (s)care(d). Just tell me what to do! I'm typing this in the dark, I take five minute showers, I recycle my trash now, but what good is it if the truck won't even be able to take it to the treatment plant?
Seriously. I'm useful - I'm registered to vote, I'm getting a college education, there's a recycling bin in my room, I'm not physically impaired and I can wipe my own ass. Who should I vote for? What should I tell people? Should I recycle? Stop showering? Can I wipe my ass with toilet paper, use my hand, or just stop pooping entirely? Just tell me how to best save the world and I promise you I won't disappoint.
Sincerely,
your friend Frank
ps: OH GOD WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE
econ 11 midterm
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you know you've done bad on a midterm when you come out feeling like you've survived a nuclear explosion instead of completing(not) 7 question test. is this what going into shock feels like?
I feel like I've been shot in the stomach, or like I just backed over the neighbor's golden retriever coming out of my driveway, like I just got home from school and found out that the house burned down and my family was sold into slavery, like I woke up and discovered I didn't have any legs
can't believe this shit
A;OSIDJF
;SALDKFJ;LADSKJFA;OIWEJF;SAKDCV;KAWJ;COIAWEJ;LFJWA;OIEJF;LKJSADF;WOIEJF
you know you've done bad on a midterm when you come out feeling like you've survived a nuclear explosion instead of completing(not) 7 question test. is this what going into shock feels like?
I feel like I've been shot in the stomach, or like I just backed over the neighbor's golden retriever coming out of my driveway, like I just got home from school and found out that the house burned down and my family was sold into slavery, like I woke up and discovered I didn't have any legs
can't believe this shit
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